remember running through the wet grass falling a step behind,Both of us never tireing, desperately wanting.

Evenin.

How're you?

pleasantries, CHECK :D

So yeh.
Been in a pretty shizz mood today. Dunno why.

I've been trying to find like a steady medium between hyperactivity and seriousness this week. Still can't see one anywhere though.

I just hate being kinda viewed as a clown, you know? I dunno, it's just annoying when people can't take you seriously. Oh well.

what else is on my mind?

Argh, Mr Taylor sent a letter home this week, about 'late coursework'. When it's his fault that it's late. Allow me to elaborate;

We have to write and record a song for a special event. Fine.
We have to write the notation and evaluation for the song. Fine.
I've done the notation and evaluation. And i just need to practise and record it. Well Brendan does, i don't play guitar, just kinda direct him on how my 'vision' goes but yeh.

So yeh. We're all banned from the instruments till we're done. So i can't finish the write or anything. So it's his fault.

Of course, even though I've explained this to my mother on numerous occasions, she still felt like having a go at me. So yeh. Anywhore...

I was watching TV earlier and i realised life would be so much simpler if everyone spoke there mind like they do on there.
But no-one does. I try to though.


OOOhh that reminds me of a quote i was gonna tell ya from one tree hill.

"every song ends. But that doesn't mean you can't enjoy the music"

Love it.

The title today is from Better than ezra - desperately wanting.

Just found out who it's by. LOVE THIS SONG

Look it up now.

Gonna bounce after a spell check. Laters

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But there's still tomorrow, forget the sorrow cuz i can't be on the last train home.

Buenos dias Sen-hor.

My name is Olde-El-Paso-Taco-Burrito-Cholo.

Si? Si.

That's a Whole Mexican thingy we got going on at school atm. It's pretty fun, My accent, she is improving.

Yeah.
As i was typing that title i realised it's actually quite harsh. I mean, it's someone who can't be bothered to comfort their friend. selfish bitch.
Anyway, it's a great song. Good ol Lostprophets.

Soo, what's been going on? Hmm...Lets go backward. That's fun.

So earlier, before coming on here, i watched Batman Begins. It's a pretty good film, i likey.

But as i was watching it i noticed one quote. I can't remember the name of the person who says it. Some Girly bum. It goes like this;

"In life, who you are deep down on the inside is not important. It is our actions that define us".

Good eh? It's pretty true, i mean I've always tried to be a good person, but I've never done anything THAT amazing.But I've always, you know, had good thoughts blah blah blahhh...

Just thought I'd share with y'all.

What else?

Ohh just real quick, because it just came on. Listen to Ghettomusick by Outkast. It's an awesome song, i kinda stole it from jordies msn Pm but still. Love it.

So last night i slept at Izy's. It was good, hung with the gang. The old and the new. It's good.

Before that i watched Derren brown. I didn't get stuck to my seat. But i was crying with laughter that, as paranoid as this sounds, i think was kinda pushed along because of the film-of-spinning-paper. Derren brown has a Giraffe fetish.Blates.

Jeez,this post is long. Oh well.

I was Given an ol' school turntable by my neighbours the other day. Matt's gonna bring some speakers round tomorrow, make em work.Should be cool.

Got some new shoes. Nike's.
Got em off eBay, they looked nicer in the picture. For a tenner any whore.

At least the new MP3 is good :) I'm liking that :)



Soo...As Rory found when snooping on my phone,I've started randomly writing stuff on my mobile and saving it to drafts in case i write something and use it. I'm gonna paste some here.

Before all the patronising start, i know these are all pretty terrible,But i enjoy writing them so...Fook yu. Austin Powers baby.

Here tis;

'This passion could not be expressed though mere words.
None that are in my dictionary.
And my emotions can not be contained within letters or numbers.
None that i have ever heard of.
But Nevertheless I've tried, for you.
So read these words and know what they mean.
Recognise that this insignificant gesture is completely for you.

It's all for you'.

There. Done. Sorted.

Just one more thing before i bounce.

I feel as though I've been in a fairly...Crappy mood these past few weeks. but I'm gonna cheer up now.
It's Matt that made me realise this when he got me the Bo Burnham CD/DVD and it cheered me up loads even though i was already in a 'good mood'.

Thanks mattay.


Laters then dudey faces.

Thank you, good night, much lovelies.


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I will follow you into the dark.

Evenin' all.

Long time no type,eh? i can kinda type 2 handed now so I'll do a quick blog.Just for YOU.

So, what's been happenin witchoo? Tell me.

Nothing much has been happening with me, i'm back at school now. Both a blessing and a curse.
I dunno why, it's not the work aspect of it really (much) it just feels different somehow. Suppose I'll adjust.

The title this time is my new favourite song, 'cept Collide. It's by Death cab for cutie. I love it. You will too.

"And if heaven and hell decide that they both are satisfied,
illuminate the 'No's' on their vacancy signs.
And theres no one beside you,when your soul embarks.
I will follow you into the dark."

-Theres some of it.

I've gotten this whole obsession with Vinyl all of a sudden. I think it's Matt's fault. I'm gonna get mother to dig out her oldskool lp's for me this weekend. Should be fun.

I wrote a draft of a poem on my phone earlier, i might finish it real quick for this. but i dunno. I can't really bothered. I have this whole fidgety thing going on, like somethings building, or something big is coming. i Wish.

Let's see what i can do with this poooooewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwm then, shall we?

(By the way does this count as talking to myself if I'm typing questions to no-one?Doing it again there.)

Here tis;

"I am way beyond the living,
Not yet among the dead.

I've been listening to my heart,
Not living in my head.

From now on I'm looking forward,
In the present, not the past.

I'll purify my being,
Build something that will last.

Always, and forever,
Immortal this will be.

The smallest seed will forever grow.
Abundance you will see."

Nothing special really, or is that accidental modesty? paha. But it rhymes which is rare in my crap.

so yeh.

I'm gonna bounce now homie.
Keep it real.

Laters
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